As of yesterday I had nothing left on my list besides:
1. pray
2.find a job
3.get print cartridges
The reason I write though is although everthing is in order for this upcoming school year and I should feel on top of things, I really don't feel on top of things at all. The bible calls men of God, me, to an impossible life. One in which if I am not leaning on the spirit for strength and renewed purpose each day I fail.
There is grace this I know oh so well, but when I ask questions like does what I am doing inspire awe in others like back in that first century church or is my life impossible to live out? I honestly can't answer those with yes.
Just some honest thoughts.
God's ways are not my ways.
I must never lose sight of that.
To His glory alone,
by His grace alone,
JG
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